It's been some months
since you've gettin' gone and me
Leanin' heavy on the alcohol
till I ran out of numbers
I could draw and call from a
hole in the wall downtown
Last time I saw you was your momma's porch,
said you
Couldn't try to fix me anymore
So I climbed in a
Silverado, slammed the door
And I spun them dirty fires out
Guess your brown -eyed
goodbye woke me up
Might be a little late for us
I've been slowing down
with some dirt road prayin'
Spent a little time out in the country
Put the bottle down so I could
finally face them
Demons in the mirror staring back at me
No, I don't blame you for
backing up and leaving
If I had your reasons,
I would've done the same
But I made my way out of the bed I made
Been a hell of a year and some
change
I took a long hard look at me
And I did some red -letter therapy
Misery keeping me company
I'm closer to the man I want to be
I've been slowing down,
swung to a road prey
Spent a little time out in the country
Put the bottle down so I
could finally fix them
Demons in the mirror staring back at me
No, I don't blame you for
backing up and leaving
If I had your reasons,
I would've done the same
But I made my way out of the bed I made
been a hell of a year and some change
It's been a hell of a year
and some change
It took breaking your heart
for the hundredth time
To finally get around to fixin' mine I've
been slowin' down with some dirt road
prayin'
Spent a little time out in the country
Put the bottle down so I can
finally face them
Demons in the mirror staring back at me
No, I don't blame you
for packing up and leaving
If I had your reasons,
I would've done the same
But I made my way out of the bed I made
Been a hell of a year and some change
Yeah, I made my way
out of the bed I made
Been a hell of a year and some change
you