Like so many do, I made my resolutions
I promised myself I would
Clean up the mess I had been
Cause I've been fighting this world
Wayward companion to those I love most
Needed answers to questions I rose
I really tried, but goddamn way too easy
I relapsed as I fought to deny
I couldn't do this all by myself,
Broke down, finally blew my mind
And there is so much to re member
All the things I'd like to forget
This year has been the worst yet
At least to get through one
I still knew the intentions
and all the promises that I would keep
Out of the blue you told me
all these feelings of guilt
For all the days I forgot to love you
There is so much to remember
All the things I'd like to forget
Not a day goes by without
This year has been the worst yet
40 years of feeling deserted
cause the feeling I always will lose
Still not sure whether to
And there is so much to remember
All the things I'd like to for get
This year has been the worst yet
There is so much to remember
All the things I'd like to forget
This year has been the worst yet