Every time I
start to doubt myself
My thoughts dance in overhead
With a life of their own
They won't leave me alone
And I'll start to reminisce upon
All the ways that I've gone wrong
Like believing in words
Only spoken to hurt
Cause the night time comes
And parts that broke
keep breaking and healing again
I'm healing through hurting again
When the morning comes
and all my loosens
Get tied up and untied again
I'm braiding my wounds up again
This is what it feels like
An d this is what it feels like
When will I get used to it,
used to it, used to it
This is what it feels like
An d this is what it feels like
So better get used to it,
used to it, used to it
I'll keep breaking and healing
and breaking and healing again
Every plan that I made has crumbled
All the spinning makes me weak
I keep losing my grip
No one's there when I sleep
Thought I was done with that shit
when I came here
Chasing a dream but it
feels like a nightmare
How do I deal with it,
deal with it, deal with it
Better get used to it, used to it, used to it
When the morning comes
and all my losings
Get tied up and untied again
I'm breathing my wounds up again
This is what it feels like
This is what it feels like
And this is what it feels like
When will I get used to it,
used to it, used to it
This is what it feels like
This is what it feels like
And this is what it feels like
So better get used to it,
used to it, used to it
I'll keep breaking and healing
and breaking an d healing again