on a Xan right now, on the low low
I ain't an addict, if I was, I'd be bad at it
My parents split for a while,
I'm seeing from my own view now,
that's what growth's all about
Changed, that's what growth's
Changed, that's what growth's all about
I get really high just to
Who's there to rely on me,
But why am I not surprised, ayy?
almost want to off myself
though I felt I wouldn't get there
tryna please everyone here?
I'm just tryna stay close
I'm just tryna stay close
It's not a lot to rely on, ayy
It's not a lot to rely on, ayy
If you're mine you know it
I'm just tryna stay close
If you're mine you know it
I'm just tryna stay close
It's not a lot to rely on
It's not a lot to rely on
So please do what you please
Just keep my loved ones out of it
I'm on stage, they takin' pics
As a kid, mama never seen
Search for bliss, high and low,
I ain't close with the same folks,
I cherish my time, gotta make it work
If we doin' the same, I see you on top
your persona pick you caught
Tryna catch me slippin', nah, you wrong
I don't wait in no more lines,
been creatin' my own ways
Here, this is what it takes,
Days fainting when I shake the pill
Proud to forget about today
Gotta comply but I'm introverted shit
I can tell you there's another way
I can tell you there's another way
Why I take my own advice,
sometimes the hardest fuckin' thing
Why I take my own advice,
Why I take my own advice,
sometimes the hardest fuckin' thing
Sometimes the hardest fuckin' thing
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